Friday, October 31, 2003

I’m not sure if it was the shot of champagne that I had before I went to work this morning. But today is not the best day that I have ever had.

Come to think of it. This has been a pretty much all around awful week. Things kicked off last Friday at about this time, and I think I have yet to rebound properly.

I have had a challenging week with all of my good deeds backfiring in my face.
Therefore resulting in me NEVER wanting to do ANYTHING nice for anyone ever again. How mature is that as a statement. (And I so don’t mean that!)

Basically reached my limit today and started to cry when the last straw was slapped across my face. (Which turned out to be a joke, by someone who did not know that I was already fragile, which in turn made me cry again as I was upset that he was upset that he had upset me.)

Could not wait to see the end of the day.

Looking forward to Vivian’s wedding, to seeing Ryan David Shen, and my gym visit tomorrow.

And, had only eight monsters come by the house for trick or treat.
Have a bowl of chocolate that I do not eat.
The weather is spectacular tonight. Must be about 10.
Much better than the 1 it was last year, with gross rain.
Still few kids out. It is not like it used to be when we were little.

Times change

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